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♥ Sunday, August 10, 2008
Kawaii-Ness ♥
back to post... tis few dae i am juz so sad... my grandpa juz pass away... not sick is juz a healthy person but juz ended in a hospital less than 48hours and he juz leave me... i am sad!!! he treat me so good... he treat everyone good... but y god wan to take him off from our side.... i really miss him so much... i should went to visit him talk to him... i miss all de fun we had together.... miss having dinner with him... miss joking around like a monkey with him... everyone was shock to noe he pass away... he was juz to healthy to go... everyone juz think tat he is 60+ then 71... he is juz like a small kids who love ppl he noe with all his heart... todae is his last dae for us to see be4 he really go... see already heart really pain... was crying inside de place... but was told not to cry but juz bear with it till we are out of my grandma sight... we dun wan her to cry like us... dun wan her to be sad... she juz say... cry 4 wat... grandpa go off peacefully with no sickness or wad... so out there pushing de car where my grandpa lay... everyone was crying... i only can cry and miss him wad more can i do... cant see him anymore think le heart so pain... hope time can turn back and let me see him more... can see him for de last 3 dae... but never really see... ve no courage to see ... coz see le heart really sink to de bottem of my heart... wans to cry also must cry silently... luckily 3 of my uncle make me cheer up... and i was busy doing stuff tat i try to forget everything....was at de place where grandpa was being burned.... i was standing next to my god-ma... both of us cry so loud... plus my auntie and others... but we now we ve to stop... if not grandpa will be hot inside if he think of us and walk slowly in de fire... GRANDPA I REALLY MISS U LOTX... cant continue le... if continue will start crying...plus tml going to get his gu hui in de morning... must reach de place be4 9am... really deep in my heart... i wan tell ppl who visits my blog... treasure ur love ones be4 they are gone to a better place...